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    Beauty in the Ruins.

    I love God. I know that sounds like a simple statement. And I guess it is, but it is oh so true! I love that in the middle of my mess, in the center of my chaos, and when my…

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    Taking Off My Big Girl Pants…..

    You have no idea how many times a day I tell myself to put on my big girl pants and get over it! It is a common thing that swirls around in my head and quite often falls out of…

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    Walking Through Burn Out….

    This season I am walking through has a name. Burn out. It is called Burn Out. It is incredibly hard to type those words and admit out loud that my life is not how I wish it was. I inhale…

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    When Healing and Life Collide.

    Monday was a turning point for me. The retreat is 12 days. They do this as they know this is the optimal amount of time that is needed. They are wise people. If I had left after a week, I…

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    Let the Healing Begin….

    The first few days of the retreat were hard. No, not the parts where I was brought breakfast in bed. Not the part where there were fresh muffins every morning. Not the part where all my meals were prepared for…

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    Fighting the Shame….

    As I drove out to the retreat, the shame that covered me was so tangible you could have cut it with a knife. How did my life get to this point? How did I get to this point? What will…

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    Follow the Process…..

    God has called me to live a life of transparency. It means I am brutally honest with my life, my struggles, and my journey. So I am sharing this current part of my journey in obedience to God. It is…

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    How Captain Marvel Is Like My Walk With God!

    I (finally) went and saw Captain Marvel last night, and it did not disappoint! I LOVED IT! I absolutely love the Marvel Movies, they are my all time favorite (apart from Pirates of the Caribbean!)  and I have seen all…

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    Self Care…..Blah, Blah, Blah!!!

    Self Care. If I was going to be totally honest, I hate that phrase! It has been thrown around so much at the moment and seems to be a “buzz” word on social media! Everyone is jumping on the bandwagon…

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    Its Okay Not To Be Okay!

    I am not okay. But you know what? That’s okay! As most of you would know, the end of last year hit me like a steam train traveling 100 miles an hour and me standing in the middle of the…