Beauty in the Ruins.
I love God. I know that sounds like a simple statement. And I guess it is, but it is oh so true! I love that in the middle of my mess, in the center of my chaos, and when my…
Taking Off My Big Girl Pants…..
You have no idea how many times a day I tell myself to put on my big girl pants and get over it! It is a common thing that swirls around in my head and quite often falls out of…
Walking Through Burn Out….
This season I am walking through has a name. Burn out. It is called Burn Out. It is incredibly hard to type those words and admit out loud that my life is not how I wish it was. I inhale…
When Healing and Life Collide.
Monday was a turning point for me. The retreat is 12 days. They do this as they know this is the optimal amount of time that is needed. They are wise people. If I had left after a week, I…
Let the Healing Begin….
The first few days of the retreat were hard. No, not the parts where I was brought breakfast in bed. Not the part where there were fresh muffins every morning. Not the part where all my meals were prepared for…
Fighting the Shame….
As I drove out to the retreat, the shame that covered me was so tangible you could have cut it with a knife. How did my life get to this point? How did I get to this point? What will…
Follow the Process…..
God has called me to live a life of transparency. It means I am brutally honest with my life, my struggles, and my journey. So I am sharing this current part of my journey in obedience to God. It is…
How Captain Marvel Is Like My Walk With God!
I (finally) went and saw Captain Marvel last night, and it did not disappoint! I LOVED IT! I absolutely love the Marvel Movies, they are my all time favorite (apart from Pirates of the Caribbean!) and I have seen all…
Self Care…..Blah, Blah, Blah!!!
Self Care. If I was going to be totally honest, I hate that phrase! It has been thrown around so much at the moment and seems to be a “buzz” word on social media! Everyone is jumping on the bandwagon…
Its Okay Not To Be Okay!
I am not okay. But you know what? That’s okay! As most of you would know, the end of last year hit me like a steam train traveling 100 miles an hour and me standing in the middle of the…